You’re everything they said you’d never be. You’ve been so good to me, so kind and comforting and when I felt alone, you reminded me that I wasn’t. You stayed up with me on the nights when my thoughts were too loud and far too messy to sort through. You made me laugh when I needed it the most, and you were the first boy to love me for who I really was. There have been times when you went away too but I know in my heart that it wasn’t about me. It was about you and I don’t ever want you to apologize for any of it, I understand that maybe things aren’t always what you want them to be and I know that sometimes, your head is louder than mine and you need to be alone, so it’s okay if you need to leave. I would wait for you, because I think you’re worth it.


i cant stop fuckjng laughing